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Monday, 27 November 2006
Every once a while in people's life they fall and lose their way. The challenge is standing back again ~ After falling and getting up again and again I learned a lot more than I can ever image. Now I think it's time to stand back up one more time but this time stronger than ever before cause this time instead of running from my past I learn to accept it and with it start a better future with Dardar ~ ADD OIL ! ^_^ A New Beginning a new site ~ Bye Bye ~
Saturday, 25 November 2006
Someone asked me today ~ Why all of sudden daily post~ That question stumped me for a while ~ Then thinking i realized i started posting like crazy due to the fact that things in my life happen so fast and sudden that i can't seem to remeber them all. One day one thing happens and another day something or someone is lost or another day there is a new revealation. Whatever the day I want to remember ever part of it good or bad , happy or sad ~ But the answer i give my friend was ... I'm werid like that hahah. So today ~ my mom suddenly asked for me to sleep next to her last night. At first I didn't want to cause i wasn't use to it but it was a family holiday and I do miss her I was like okay ~ It was to say the least odd at first cause I haven't sleep nest to my mom for at least 10 years but I was really glad I did~ It brought back old memories of when i was young and a home kind of feeling. A return of inncoccent if I wanna be corny. Anyhow I woke up chatted with her for a bit and off I went to Dardar place~ After that I went holiday shopping with Serdar, agatha, Amy and Jackson. Our first stop was downtoen and I finally went to the Juicy store !!! OMG their purse is as cute as ever ~ They have one blue one with key;s all over and I just couldn't put it down. I really like all their clothes and purses. Then I went to Downstair Macy and say another Ipod vending machine... I still obesse with it ~ Anyway All of us except agatha (she had to couch a labor , poor dadada) went down to gilory outlet mall and shop the rest of the afternoon and I can not believe I didn't buy anythign what so ever ~ Their stuff wasn;t that cheap and on top of that it's all old fashion ~ So we kind of did waste an afterbnoon there ~ Oh and there was an block long line in front of the coach store .... Man girls and purses ... hahaha ~ Anyhow in the end we dropped dardar off at work and amy jackson and a bunch of his friends went to eat hotpot at burlingame ~ It was not as good as before but i did miss eating hotpot so I didn't mind at much ~ After stuffing my belly I just sat there a bit dazed... Tonight I was suppose to go 24 hour but it got canceled (whew I was a little too tired heheh and I didn't want to be the one to back out .. thanks benben) Then I skipped bowling and club due to uhmmm unforseen unprepared reasons haha. So now I am home all cleaned and tired ... Ready to get rested for another full day ~
P.S. got to find a chance to study!!!!
Thursday, 23 November 2006
Goodbye is one of the hardest thing to do ~ For me it's the hardest. But whats worse is saying two goodbye at once. I love you but I dont' want to find excuses for you anymore. You showed me that our vision of love might be too different. One thing I wanted you to understand. You were the only attention only comfort I wanted but could never really get. I love you but I have no choice but to say goodbye~ As a new chapter unfolds an new adventure awakes .. Pain in my heart might never heal from losing you but I hope you will do better than I will... That is the wish I wish upon the star.,,,,
Happy Turkey Day ~ I wanna sneak over to Friend's house wahhhh~ ~ ~ ~
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